Life is countless details under the framework of meaning. I arrived at this after about half a month thinking in rebuilding personal routine. Without countless details discovered and optimized on a daily basis, meaning will soon be de-constructed as a result of lacking vibrance, and one soon gets ca[……]
Still need to hold on a bit. The last possibly drama of the year need to be waited out; it also marked the outset of about a 15-month journey. But better have a review of all previous months to save room for the last possible episode.
Jan. Remember walking down the slushy road at hometown in the sn[……]
Raining now. Had a short chat with bro. He’s spent and down. So did I. Yet I determined not to give in to ups and downs. I could be stressed out, but not broken down. A human being after alls need meaning. M-RTW seems almost impossible now. But now I’ll slug it out down the road. If you’re sleepy, s[……]
Time’s like quicksand in a palm. Some feel its crudity, some its softness.
Glossary of My Own Language System
Fuckproof; Meat-chicken, Meat-chickenization; Bell-Knocking; Minimum Reflection-Action Unit(MRAU)[最小行思单元]; Step-Back Method(SBM)[退阶法];
A my new added coinage tonight: Minimum Reflecti[……]
Regular night bro rendez-vous. Talked a lot. Now feel I talked unduely much and fast then. But let it go. So many things just vanished out of sight and of mind, and deposit in memory only for re-surfacing in some day.
It’s a luxury to spend a while writing daily. I used to think it’s about time. T[……]
- State goals clearly
- find out most possible ways
- projected results and risks
- review and overhaul or modification
The above are external exertion.
Now the inner motivation.
- principles based on the values
- life vision
- the three above incarnated as the goals, where a person’s the inner and e[……]
Rose up as set, albeit a bit of struggle. Sat through a brighter sky outside. Raining a bit. “Ferris Wheel” popped up in mind, and soon got down to it. It entered my mind that I’d step into a carriage and wheel upward under the drizzling sky. The reflective picture set me in motion. Or because of my[……]
- Mailed some books to Way. He said I could send him my recommendations a few days earlier. Reading after all requires a peaceful and patient heart. I know such aquaintanceship is rare. I don’t procure for it, don’t count on it, but delight in having it for now.
- Re-edited the whole blog yesterdays. Som[……]
How to be a fan?
Watched Roundtable Pie，an episode about music aesthetics, rock-n-roll, and music market. How to be a fan of a musican? How to be a fan of anyone you like? To feel him as it is and move along with him into the recesses of time. Got it.
Write on impluses or on discipline?
In the p[……]
It has been 12 days since I jumped out. The first week was a bit of dip into the rebuilding of body-buddy project—–-let my body becomes my buddy, with and in which I’d rove further along. The attempt was interrupted, though. After first two days’ shocking breakdown, and another two w[……]